The Love Story

I'm so ready to let go...
Just move on and be happy..

But there is always this little shred of..
Like maybe he'll want me tomorrow..

Inspiration from my old blog

I've just read my old blog about my internship in Singapore last year. At that time I told my self to stand in my own feet..And I think I did it until then I'm back in Indonesia..

Thinking about that, make me think about my current life.. It's been more than a year I'm trying to stand in my own feet.. Trying to be just the way I am.. trying to be independent.. and solve all the life challenges by my self..

My life seems having up and down.. And I never regret all the things that I've been passing through.. I'm so thankful to God for all the opportunity to live my life as in me..

What I know.. Now, I'm happy with my life.. I don't have something that make me sad or worried.. I just know that I need to think more about my future life.. I've made goal settings for my own life before.. but I think I need to make the new one that more realistic and achievable..

Good luck Titaaah!!!

Will let you go..

I don't wanna do it anymore
Don't wanna play the same game as we have for about more than 3 years

So what he means by pursuing someone while he is having relationship with someone else?
Really don't understand with that
What I know is that he is just not that into me..
So I better let him go and just let him strict with one person to accompany his life..

Well, maybe he is not my luck this time..
I believe there is someone for me out there..

Still waiting and keep enjoying my life! :)

Love for My Brother

Several days ago my brothers ran away from home.
He went to Surabaya and met me.

Don't know why I feel angry and sad to see what happen to him
He never feel comfortable at home

Well, we always see all the painful things at home
And we just keep all the pain feeling inside of our heart
Without ability to communicate the pain to other people

More over, all those hurtful experiences influencing our daily life

I wanna hug my brother
I wanna help him to reduce his pain
I wanna see him happy
I wanna see him enjoying his life
I wanna see him to be a normal teenager

If I could, I would support anything to make him happy..
But he never be able to communicate what he want to someone else

I love u, my brother..
Will do anything for you..
Would love to see you happy..