Tomorrow gonna be the last day of 2009..
Well, I think I need more serious on making my 2010 resolutions since I only have a view things to be achieved in 2010.. It's hard because actually I still haven't decided which way that I will take.. It's just like standing in the middle of two different ways..
I guess tonight I'm gonna think about my 2010 seriously..
Just think that time is running so fast.. And this December is a very rocking month.. So many long weekends in this month makes me happy and gave me more time to have self reflection actually.. Feel more peaceful and happy because of it..
Well, just wanna say that I'm glad to be the way who I am.. I'm glad to live as in me in my life journey.. And Thanks a lot to God who gave me a life to see many beautiful things and to feel a lot of feelings that makes me a human being..
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Look like that I'm so desperate
It's almost the end of 2009.. And in the next 21 days we're gonna start our new year..
I wish next year I can be a better person.
This month I need to spend more time to think about what I'm gonna achieve next year. I'm starting it with writing all the hopes that I wanna have next year. This time is a little bit harder than before since I need to decide which direction of my life that i need to take.. Which one that I should prioritize first.. It became harder since I am 25 years old now.. In that age, all the women in the same age with me already have their own family and having cute babies, and etc..
I just don't know..
Sometimes when I looked around or gathered with my friends, I'm thinking about how happy I am if I can be like them, already married or have cute babies.. besides that they have lovely husband who always taking care of them and always be there for each other..
When I'm seeing my self comparing to them, I just all alone in here.. well,not exactly "alone".. I have so many friends in here.. but things getting different now.. I need more deep relation, not just having fun with friends, but sometimes I need the feeling of belong to someone..
and to be honest.. I am tired for having too many fun.. I've did everything to make my self happy.. and miss to make someone special feels happy.. too bad that I don't have any someone special rite now.. :D
Sometimes I think about choosing one of the boys who approach me and wish love will grow after.. but I think that is not wise decision..
Well, like what someone said.. Just wait and keep doing all the best that I can to improve my life quality.. there is someone for me out there.. who looking for me and he just on his way on finding me..haha..So just wait!
I wish next year I can be a better person.
This month I need to spend more time to think about what I'm gonna achieve next year. I'm starting it with writing all the hopes that I wanna have next year. This time is a little bit harder than before since I need to decide which direction of my life that i need to take.. Which one that I should prioritize first.. It became harder since I am 25 years old now.. In that age, all the women in the same age with me already have their own family and having cute babies, and etc..
I just don't know..
Sometimes when I looked around or gathered with my friends, I'm thinking about how happy I am if I can be like them, already married or have cute babies.. besides that they have lovely husband who always taking care of them and always be there for each other..
When I'm seeing my self comparing to them, I just all alone in here.. well,not exactly "alone".. I have so many friends in here.. but things getting different now.. I need more deep relation, not just having fun with friends, but sometimes I need the feeling of belong to someone..
and to be honest.. I am tired for having too many fun.. I've did everything to make my self happy.. and miss to make someone special feels happy.. too bad that I don't have any someone special rite now.. :D
Sometimes I think about choosing one of the boys who approach me and wish love will grow after.. but I think that is not wise decision..
Well, like what someone said.. Just wait and keep doing all the best that I can to improve my life quality.. there is someone for me out there.. who looking for me and he just on his way on finding me..haha..So just wait!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Welcoming the December 2009
It's December again..
December 2005 was the month where I had my first international conference in Malaysia. The month where I started to challenge my self more. And the month where I thought I've met someone that I'm looking for..
December 2006 I already passed my leadership term that became my most meaningful time for the entire of my life. At that time I've learned a lot of things, I've understand more about everything, and getting clearer about my life goals.
December 2007 I already passed several national conferences of AIESEC in Indonesia as one of their facilitator. That time I believe that everything is possible to do if we believe we can do it. I learned how to push my self far more to do something that I thought unreachable before.. I gain more self confidence to move forward to the next level of my life.. And this year finally I graduated from my university.. Yeayy!! Time to be more independent and wiser in every condition..
December 2008 was several months after I've done my AIESEC internship in Singapore. One thing that make me proud of my self are finally I had my dream internship in HIV/AIDS Project of BEADS and I was part of International facilitator for AIESEC EVOLVE International Conference in Singapore. I'm proud to be part of them and my living time in Singapore was my reflection time about who I am and what I'm gonna be in the future.. In Singapore I met a lot of people and learn a lot from them.. I'm so thankful for the opportunity and for everything that AIESEC Singapore ever did to me.. Because of them I can be this so positive..
December 2008 is the time where I started my real career in one of Apple Store in Indonesia.. The people are so inspiring and thanks for changing me become so Apple minded.. I love Apple, love the people, and the environment..
And now is December 2009.. For almost the whole of 2009, I spent most of my time in that Apple Store.. I just can't forget everything that happen to us.. I can't forget how we work as a very great team and how in the end each of us move to another work environment.. Miss u all my dream team: Pak Bos, Mas Awang, Mb Fe, Mb Hwe Fen, Mas Seno, and Iqbaaaalll!! Wish someday we can meet again and together memorizing all of our good old days.. Currently I work in another company and hope that what I've learn in this company can directing me to the good things in the future..
And now.. I should start to think about my resolution for 2010!! Hmmm..
December 2005 was the month where I had my first international conference in Malaysia. The month where I started to challenge my self more. And the month where I thought I've met someone that I'm looking for..
December 2006 I already passed my leadership term that became my most meaningful time for the entire of my life. At that time I've learned a lot of things, I've understand more about everything, and getting clearer about my life goals.
December 2007 I already passed several national conferences of AIESEC in Indonesia as one of their facilitator. That time I believe that everything is possible to do if we believe we can do it. I learned how to push my self far more to do something that I thought unreachable before.. I gain more self confidence to move forward to the next level of my life.. And this year finally I graduated from my university.. Yeayy!! Time to be more independent and wiser in every condition..
December 2008 was several months after I've done my AIESEC internship in Singapore. One thing that make me proud of my self are finally I had my dream internship in HIV/AIDS Project of BEADS and I was part of International facilitator for AIESEC EVOLVE International Conference in Singapore. I'm proud to be part of them and my living time in Singapore was my reflection time about who I am and what I'm gonna be in the future.. In Singapore I met a lot of people and learn a lot from them.. I'm so thankful for the opportunity and for everything that AIESEC Singapore ever did to me.. Because of them I can be this so positive..
December 2008 is the time where I started my real career in one of Apple Store in Indonesia.. The people are so inspiring and thanks for changing me become so Apple minded.. I love Apple, love the people, and the environment..
And now is December 2009.. For almost the whole of 2009, I spent most of my time in that Apple Store.. I just can't forget everything that happen to us.. I can't forget how we work as a very great team and how in the end each of us move to another work environment.. Miss u all my dream team: Pak Bos, Mas Awang, Mb Fe, Mb Hwe Fen, Mas Seno, and Iqbaaaalll!! Wish someday we can meet again and together memorizing all of our good old days.. Currently I work in another company and hope that what I've learn in this company can directing me to the good things in the future..
And now.. I should start to think about my resolution for 2010!! Hmmm..
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