"Imperfect Hand" Day

My finger got injured yesterday..

In the beginning I just felt that's gonna be okay until I saw the blood always came out from my finger and just like won't stop. I feel like I'm gonna die because of loosing too many bloods.. I've tried to wash my finger in the stream of the water but the blood still won't stop came out from my finger.. then I pushed the injured part to stop the streaming of the blood.. and it was work out.. I put some medicine on it and wrap it with bandage. This morning I was shocked when I opened the bandage I saw my finger became so pale and wrinkled.. I guess it was because the bandage was too tight so the bloodstream couldn't go to the injured part.. Then I was too afraid to do anything with my finger..

In the next 30 mins, suddenly I saw bloods on the floor and my cupboard.. When I saw my finger I got panicking because the bloods came out again and streaming over like really won't stop.. Then I just cleaned it, and push some cottons softly with my other finger on it...

This condition make me hard to wear my clothes, I couldn't brought my own work bag, even it was hard for me to use my cellphone..

This condition reminds me to be more grateful because God gave me a normal hand with 5 fingers in each hand. I've just experienced how hard my life without normal hand, I've learn that even when only 1 finger got injured, I couldn't use my hand perfectly.. so I need to be more careful with the whole body that God have given to me..and importantly to be more aware to those who are disabled since they were born..

xoxo